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May. 31st, 2027 | 02:26 pm
i'm very important and: 
loved
the voices screaming in my mind say: Blur - The Universal
NOT PARTICULARLY FRIENDS ONLY IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT IN A GLOBAL SORT OF SENSE AND/OR SCALE, INCLUDING FRIENDS GROUPS WHICH INCORPORATE FACTORS SUCH AS AGE, LOCATION AND RELEVANCE, WHICH RARELY OCCUR ANYWAY BECAUSE I FEEL NOBODY SHOULD BE DEPRIVED OF THE PROCRASTINATORY WORKS OF MY SICK MIND, LAME MIND, LOVING MIND, AND MINDS THAT AREN'T ASSOCIATED WITH ME IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM IN CORRELATION WITH VARIOUS LAWS GOVERNING INTERNET BY PROXY, WHICH RECURRINGLY EXACERBATE TECHNICAL ISSUES INEVITABLY REQUIRING PROFESSIONAL ASSISTANCE.
Due to the prevalence of speeches like that, nobody minds that I'm trying hard not to add new people,
a) because I need to catch up with the ones I already read,
and b) because I write so much and it drives people mad!
But 99% of my entries are public, and I have testimonials, so you can try before you buy. Into the nicest funeral there is.
COMMENT IF YOU ARE ADDING ME
It's a little rude not to, and I'd just like to know who you are!
If I've deleted you, it's most likely due to your not having updated in years, or having updated 9 times in the last 5 minutes. But I am malleable and can be broken down and built again, so comment again if you want.
This story is probably the best summary of my juicy essences out there.
Here is the kind of music I upload sporadically (non-expiring links).
If you are a new friend, or even an old one, please tell me all about yourself!
Rosie xox
{art and apocalypse}
Idealism.. then honesty.
Basically.
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I'll be right.
Jul. 19th, 2008 | 04:31 pm
i'm very important and: 
nervous
the voices screaming in my mind say: Cat Power
Wish me luck!
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"She will surely enjoy your changes".
Jul. 16th, 2008 | 01:58 pm
the voices screaming in my mind say: Ann Lee: "Two Times"
"Goth is for people who aren't really cute."- Carson Kressley
( some )
I HATE YOU ALL AND I WANT YOU ALL TO DIE
Spice Girls: "Spice Up Your Life" - 2:56, 4MB mp3 -britpop/dance-
Anal Cunt: "I Lit Your Baby On Fire" - 1:58, 1.8MB mp3 -grind-comedy-noise-core-
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YOU ARE NOT..
Jul. 15th, 2008 | 03:17 pm
i'm very important and: 
blah
the voices screaming in my mind say: Artists beginning with the letter 'R'
..doll parts!
So quit it!
Aaaaaaand on with gushing about random crap:
Old: Thank you for your tragus advice. It is nice to hear of your faceholes ^_^ I would prefer faceaids, but I digress. ("that is the most kliched and unmeaningfulnessnessness thing in the world") Also, that "stronger perspective" wank on the surviving-life post (*) pissed me off as soon as I wrote it, but I'd feel bad about feeling bad enough to fix it (defeating the purpose). Fucking annotation.
I also kind of want a stupid regrettable tattoo at the moment. Something to do with the internet. e.g.
IT'S TRUE.
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love you guys.!!
"my entire life is an awkward pause."
-kevin lee, the winner of labyrinthyne's story slam
So quit it!
Aaaaaaand on with gushing about random crap:
Old: Thank you for your tragus advice. It is nice to hear of your faceholes ^_^ I would prefer faceaids, but I digress. ("that is the most kliched and unmeaningfulnessnessness thing in the world") Also, that "stronger perspective" wank on the surviving-life post (*) pissed me off as soon as I wrote it, but I'd feel bad about feeling bad enough to fix it (defeating the purpose). Fucking annotation.
I also kind of want a stupid regrettable tattoo at the moment. Something to do with the internet. e.g.
"Sickness that blossoms like a flower. Uncurling in my chest, forcing up a blood splattered cough; the rain of Monday washing Tuesday's garbage down the street in great rivers; a darkness that rises with the sun and settles in the corners of the room, hides under desktops, floats into my mind. Children, pregnant with some ambitious version of the future swelling in their belly, hobble along the side of the road, feet bandaged from the scalding ground; teachers leaving trails of sand along corridoors, struggling behind toppling towers of books. I will watch this from the end." -Joe (myspace.com/going_to_the_darklands)
Me and Cameron:
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"Your music sounds like kicking puppies!"
"Well, your music sounds like people masturbating to their own thoughts! Not like regular masturbating, that'd be okay, but like they've taken a walk to watch the sun rise on the beach, said 'ahhhhh.. ^_^ I think I'll go home.. and masturbate..' *peace*'"
IT'S TRUE.
A free Sudoku Puzzle Book came with a Sydney Morning Herald weekend edition a bit ago. I was totally psyched, and completed the entire thing in the course of three hours spread over the day. Maybe two. My mum purchased another. Me and the Punisher Cam'ron have raging debates about the merits of Sudoku. I am obsessed, he despises the "kind of person to do a Sudoku on a train." I did so, just to annoy him. How old am I? But really, it's true. Those people doing a sudoku on the train, so pleased with themselves, got that little pedosmirk going down. It's even more annoying than being a part of a healthy(?) sickening relationship, or being okay with yourself RIGHT THERE IN EVERYONE'S HOSTILE LITTLE FACES.
Peppermint tea is so good. I already drink a bazillion litres of water a day, but tea has this weird milky-but-not-actually mouthfeel* and it's neat-o. Cam'ron got me onto it. He loves tea. That should be a secret, maybe, but he steals (hoards) it at work and therefore continues to play by his *own* rulez. Also he has a thing for Bepanthen, what. He was disgusted that I owned that Cam'ron song. Rightly so.
*I suck
He's still friggin' mysterious. When he accidentally mentions something about his past, he's like an episode of Passions that was trying to finish up real quick. "Okay so I did kind of wash up on the beach remembering nothing, and accidentally slept with someone who turned out to be my twice seperated cousin after that scandalous murder-related divorce, and we still don't know who the real father was, but JEWS LOL" and I'll be all "'ang on, back up, whose baby?" "JEWS LOL". ...Dammit.
*I suck
He's still friggin' mysterious. When he accidentally mentions something about his past, he's like an episode of Passions that was trying to finish up real quick. "Okay so I did kind of wash up on the beach remembering nothing, and accidentally slept with someone who turned out to be my twice seperated cousin after that scandalous murder-related divorce, and we still don't know who the real father was, but JEWS LOL" and I'll be all "'ang on, back up, whose baby?" "JEWS LOL". ...Dammit.
Actually, I lied before. This is me and Cameron.
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"Bai Ling was really crazy. She earnestly told us she is from the moon. She said she comes down from the moon on weekends to change outfits. I think she believes it." -quote by I have no idea, thesuperficial.com or something.
love you guys.!!
xkxopwkxpokxxx
P. S. Repetition and unnecessary elaboration: I hid dinosaurs, on various occasions, in his bathroom cabinet, his freezer, and his spare change hat. He's started "oh dear" and stopped biting. I have started. Did I tell you I made him toast and put an umbrella in it? Gross cute shit right there.
P. P. S. BUT TREPIDATION RETURNS. He does these really nice little things, like keeps my mementos (like that breakfast umbrella, and the fail whistles) in little special places, opens doors for me, buys me frivolous but thoughtful things (sugar-free stuff [as in, he's quit hassling me about food] and glitter straws, haha), and he made this amazing offer, to take a week of his annual leave to coincide with my school holidays. I stammered at that (guilt, omgmarriage), and I think he took it as a rejection - "That was the nicest gesture I ever made and you're all, like, ew!" Stuff like that. But he sort of behaves like I'm some kind of footy-watching mate he met at the pub. I guess I shouldn't keep mind reading or being so quick to judge his behaviour. Maybe this is evidence that it's okay, and it's just his way to be blunt, etc, and it's comfy, blahblah. Now I'm annotating other people's behaviour, ugh.
P. P. P. S. He said he likes my words, but they are a bit forced. Scurrilous swine! I still left him another dinosaur though. :3
Cam: It shouldn't be 'reminded', it should be remound! If you look at the structure of other English words-
Rosie: Ha! You secretly like etymology!
Cam: *blush*
P. P. S. BUT TREPIDATION RETURNS. He does these really nice little things, like keeps my mementos (like that breakfast umbrella, and the fail whistles) in little special places, opens doors for me, buys me frivolous but thoughtful things (sugar-free stuff [as in, he's quit hassling me about food] and glitter straws, haha), and he made this amazing offer, to take a week of his annual leave to coincide with my school holidays. I stammered at that (guilt, omgmarriage), and I think he took it as a rejection - "That was the nicest gesture I ever made and you're all, like, ew!" Stuff like that. But he sort of behaves like I'm some kind of footy-watching mate he met at the pub. I guess I shouldn't keep mind reading or being so quick to judge his behaviour. Maybe this is evidence that it's okay, and it's just his way to be blunt, etc, and it's comfy, blahblah. Now I'm annotating other people's behaviour, ugh.
P. P. P. S. He said he likes my words, but they are a bit forced. Scurrilous swine! I still left him another dinosaur though. :3
Cam: It shouldn't be 'reminded', it should be remound! If you look at the structure of other English words-
Rosie: Ha! You secretly like etymology!
Cam: *blush*
P. P. P. P. P. S. Forgive me if I repeat myself, I forget what I've posted where. Don't leave me.
"my entire life is an awkward pause."
-kevin lee, the winner of labyrinthyne's story slam
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~~cuts like a knife
Jul. 14th, 2008 | 08:36 pm
i'm very important and: 
amused
[Of the TacoFest post]
Oh haha, I just found out that was my sister, the same person who made this comment:
[In my general comments]
:O I WILL FIND OUT WHO THIS IS
GUYS SERIOUSLY I WORK SO HARD ;_;
AND IT'S LIKE
YOU DON'T EVEN REALISE
haha ok
Probably a MySpace person sick of my bulletins. Fair enough!
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Monthaversary
Jul. 13th, 2008 | 11:25 pm
location: Wave of Mutilation
i'm very important and: 
content
the voices screaming in my mind say: Queens of the Stone Age
SOOOOOO GUYS
Cam'ron and I have been "dating" for one month - we got together on Friday the 13th, aren't we awesome and doomed!
Yann Tiersen: "La Valse D'Amélie [Orchestra Version]" - 2:00, MB mp3 -classical-french!-instrumental-
This is from the Amelie soundtrack, one of the different variations of the main theme. Brief and delicate, it is lovely!
Klaxons: "Golden Skans" - 2:44, 3.8MB mp3 -alternative-dance?-rock
"The word ‘klaxon’ is derived from the Greek verb klazō, meaning “to shriek”, and most commonly refers to air-raid sirens or other warning devices. [..] ..the band’s sound is decidedly art rock, they draw upon some less common influences - notably the rave culture of the 1990s, which they appropriate and redefine in a post-modern fashion." Hee, what wank. This has nothing to do with anything, the lyrics are whatever (here are the essential themes), but it is the catchiest song you will hear in your entire life.
"Ooooooeeeeoooooeeeeooooeeeoooeeeooo - ahhh!
Ooooooeeeeoooooeeeeooooeeeoooeeeooo - ahhh!
*jumps furiously*"
frankenslut @ twitter: my boyfriend is an okay guy :)
dramacrat @ frankenslut: awww :)
I've had some variation of the following on my 'who I'd like to meet' for quite some time:
"Brian the martini-sipping, sarcasm-dripping crack-hound. Funny Jewnabes - for a "one true pairing" of souls who drink vodka-and-diets (or cognac if we're pretending to be classy), listen to the old, odd, the obscure, and the stuff we ought not (i.e. Radiohead, Regurgitator, Ratatat and, oh hell, Roxette), kiss on occasion, but are really there for the Friday the 13th marathon.
My dreamboat is someone who can show me the way.. in which to best aim a sawn off shotgun in the imminent zombipocalypse. ^_^ C'mon, protagonist, let's get whelmed."
My dreamboat is someone who can show me the way.. in which to best aim a sawn off shotgun in the imminent zombipocalypse. ^_^ C'mon, protagonist, let's get whelmed."
....
Huh! How about that!
Except I am not his dream girl :[
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtmdGMPgU7I
Rosie: you fat whore
Cam'ron: Leave me alone you cyber-bully
Rosie: Buy a dog
We seriously just sit around for hours drinking, watching really bad movies, and naming every internet meme we can think of.
I was nervous because he hadn't responded. He rang me 73569480 hours later, and I was all, squee, then he said there'd been a blackout, and his phone had been dead, and I'm all, aww, you're apologising, then he said he needed someone to tell him what time it was! Ah! We chatted a bit, it was nice enough......
Immediately after we hung up, we sent each other insulting messages.
Cam'ron: You suck!
Rosie: You putz! Why aren't you in love with me? It never takes the others this long!
[...]
Cam'ron: Are you quivering?
Rosie: Constantly.
Cam'ron: Good, i want a hug. [he always says that when he emails me from work] Im wearing the silver noisy pants - they are noisy. I want to go home [he says that too!], but i am home, help me ¿!?/?¿
Rosie: Kill yourself lol
Cam'ron: K - see you in hell.
Rosie: *hug*
Cam'ron: Your the third person to tell me to kill myself today. *motor'boats boobs*
Rosie: *flails*
Cam'ron: *ejaculates*
Rosie: We are just *adorable*!
-Danny Lyonny - - - I uploaded this in 2005 or so, but nobody from that era is still alive..
On our first proper date, we had intended to be gross, then we forgot, but we did exactly this anyway! It was disgusting :))
Er, here's to, like, being chavs and wearing noisy pants, I guess?
/lame
<3.14
Ps. Check out the mad gifts he made and sent me.
(He didn't write it, okay!)
(He didn't write it, okay!)
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SEX (not as big as I made it out to be) (oh!)
Jul. 13th, 2008 | 01:17 am
i'm very important and: 
dirty
I'm still cleaning my computer out. So delete me!
"There is a new title in the straight section: V8. The caption says "Four in the ass and four in the pussy!" It was the first box that has given me pause in a while. "Sweet Jesus," I thought, "Where would everyone stand?"" -http://www.improvresourcecenter.com/mb/t
* Women are evil ('Mini-Me' Porn Scandal) *
* Teenage daughter confesses to child porn *
* Stark nudity, slick paper, the nakedness is foisted!
Obviously calculated to stimulate! *
That's some vintage manjumymanji right there! <4
This video (really only about 1:40, despite the total runtime) is by Charlie White. Think about it.
Internetseks!
Sweet merciful what. Listen. It's solid gold.
Oh God, it justs keeps going.
Tomorrow is my and Cam'ron's* one montheversary, haha, how junior high of me. It's been a year since I had one! I guess June must be nesting season for me?
We are still provisional though, I think, maybe.
I wear the pants.
Xxox
"780,000 porn site hits earn demotion"
-http://rule34.paheal.net/post/list (Because if it exists...)
http://www.sexycartoonporn.net/category/d
I'm merely reporting.
So I saw my first porn (yes, at age 18.5), for the sake of laughing at it. I wanted to throw up! Ugh! What's wrong with you people? *continues to make a post like this*
SORRY SORRY!!!! Hope everyone is okay!!
x
"This is a factual account of the creation of some of our greatest mythological creatures. It only takes one horse with low self esteem." -http://jasonsho.livejournal.com/ (you can get it on a t-shirt!)
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* Teenage daughter confesses to child porn *
* Stark nudity, slick paper, the nakedness is foisted!
Obviously calculated to stimulate! *
That's some vintage manjumymanji right there! <4
This video (really only about 1:40, despite the total runtime) is by Charlie White. Think about it.
Internetseks!
Sweet merciful what. Listen. It's solid gold.
Oh God, it justs keeps going.
Tomorrow is my and Cam'ron's* one montheversary, haha, how junior high of me. It's been a year since I had one! I guess June must be nesting season for me?
We are still provisional though, I think, maybe.
I wear the pants.
Xxox
* books course in grammar
OH PS GUYS
I'M TRYING TO GIVE UP TRITENESS AND REPETITION
AND I'M SORRY IF I COMMENT TOO MUCH OR NOT ENOUGH
(I FEEL GUILTY AND LAME EITHER WAY)
OR SAY THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN EITHER DUE TO CLUELESSNESS IN THE FACE OF A TERRIBLE NEED TO HELP YOU WITH CONCEPTS AND SITUATIONS I COULDN'T BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND OR APPRECIATE
I MEAN TO SAY "I FEEL CONCERNED FOR YOUR SITUATION AND WISH TO HELP, IF ONLY BY OFFERING MY SUPPORT AND FONDNESS"
AND I SAY
"OMG SO SORRIIII I ROVE YOU TOTALLY HELLA RAD OKAYYYY LESS THAN FORRR LOL ME MEM EM MEM EM EM E MEME ME MEMEM E"
..OR BECAUSE MY HEAD IS A FUCKING SIEVE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY SUDOKUS I FINISH, I'VE STILL THE AN ATTENTION SPAN OF A WAL
OH PS GUYS
I'M TRYING TO GIVE UP TRITENESS AND REPETITION
AND I'M SORRY IF I COMMENT TOO MUCH OR NOT ENOUGH
(I FEEL GUILTY AND LAME EITHER WAY)
OR SAY THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN EITHER DUE TO CLUELESSNESS IN THE FACE OF A TERRIBLE NEED TO HELP YOU WITH CONCEPTS AND SITUATIONS I COULDN'T BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND OR APPRECIATE
I MEAN TO SAY "I FEEL CONCERNED FOR YOUR SITUATION AND WISH TO HELP, IF ONLY BY OFFERING MY SUPPORT AND FONDNESS"
AND I SAY
"OMG SO SORRIIII I ROVE YOU TOTALLY HELLA RAD OKAYYYY LESS THAN FORRR LOL ME MEM EM MEM EM EM E MEME ME MEMEM E"
..OR BECAUSE MY HEAD IS A FUCKING SIEVE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY SUDOKUS I FINISH, I'VE STILL THE AN ATTENTION SPAN OF A WAL
"780,000 porn site hits earn demotion"
-http://rule34.paheal.net/post/list (Because if it exists...)
http://www.sexycartoonporn.net/category/d
I'm merely reporting.
So I saw my first porn (yes, at age 18.5), for the sake of laughing at it. I wanted to throw up! Ugh! What's wrong with you people? *continues to make a post like this*
( gftdhcjsb )
SORRY SORRY!!!! Hope everyone is okay!!
x
"This is a factual account of the creation of some of our greatest mythological creatures. It only takes one horse with low self esteem." -http://jasonsho.livejournal.com/ (you can get it on a t-shirt!)
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"Amy Winehouse officially needs to be put down now" -thesuperficial.com (a trend this week??)
Jul. 12th, 2008 | 01:54 pm
i'm very important and: 
enthralled
the voices screaming in my mind say: what kind of fuckery is this?
“Listen. The more men you’ve had, the more I love you. Do you understand that?”
“Yes, perfectly.”
“I hate purity, I hate goodness. I don’t want any virtue to exist anywhere. I want everyone to be corrupt to the bones.”
- Julia and Winston, Nineteen Eighty-Four (by George Orwell)
under the cut: lots and lots of music and trash
( grydklms )
-to promote breast cancer research somehow?
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He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.
( grdfjknslm )
She Punches A Fan (after he grabs her funbags)
She Takes A Line (stealthily, from inside her hair)
"Music is a beautiful opiate, if you don't take it too seriously." -Henry Miller
Macy Gray: "Still" - 4:15, 4.9MB mp3 -funk/soul-
Drugs, loves, violence, and violins. This song makes me cry. She's also so sad and brilliant.
It get better everytime that we get high
Then your crumbs of lovin', they somehow get me by
Can't I go my severed way?
Not even one reason to stay
Why? I shoulda left ya
I can't forgetcha baby
Ever since I metcha it's: why?
I still light up like a candle burnin' when he call me up
I still melt down like a candle burnin' everytime we touch
Oh say what you will, he does me wrong and I should be gone
But I still be lovin' you baby, and it's much too much
Afroman: "Crazy Rap [Colt 45 and Two Zig-Zags]" - 5:53, 5.4MB mp3 -underground-comedy-dirty-rap-
In the same league as masterpieces such as "My Dick". There is no symbolism here. It is just tacky and fun and funny.
I met this lady in Hollywood. she had green hair, but damn she looked good.
I took her to my house, cause she was fine, but she whipped out a dick that was bigger than mine.
I met this lady from Japan, never made love with an African.
I fucked her once, I fucked her twice. I ate that pussy like shrimp fried rice.
Don't be amazed at the stories I tell ya. I met a woman in the heart of australia.
Had a big butt and big titties, too, so I hopped in her ass like a kangaroo.
Met Colonel Sanders' wife in the state of kentucky. She said, Ill fry some chicken if you just fuck me.
I came in her mouth, it was a crisis. I gave her my secret blend of herbs and spices!
Terrible!!!
( ilghbdf )
I have no idea why I made this post. I upload so much gorram music, I hope somebody likes it! *wahh wahh attention, no actually, it's okay* She's a great musician and all, but I have loads of other stuff to tell you guys, and I don't have time for that! There is nothing in my head!
This is the best (2:07): "winemouse"
Amy and Blake playing with baby mice. I can't believe I find her endearing.
"This one's go' a message fer Blake: Blake, please don' divorce Mummy." "Aw!"
"She loves you ever so. Oh wait, my, hang on, my big brother wants to say something.
Yeah, he says: If you divorce her, you'll 'ave me to deal wiv
I'm only a day ol', I dunno wot I'm doin'! But I know wot love is."
“Yes, perfectly.”
“I hate purity, I hate goodness. I don’t want any virtue to exist anywhere. I want everyone to be corrupt to the bones.”
- Julia and Winston, Nineteen Eighty-Four (by George Orwell)
under the cut: lots and lots of music and trash
-to promote breast cancer research somehow?
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Like some other favourite artists of mine, I keep waiting to post the best example of their work, and put it off, so inferior music takes the stage...! It is impossible to pick just a handful of songs to show you just how utterly brilliant Amy Winehouse actually is. She blends her classically trained jazz vocals with crude and tragic themes and lyrics. It's occasionally comical but always captivating. As with Hole, I am weak and only just getting into the old stuff, but 'Back To Black' is a seriously genius album.
"You Know I'm No Good" - 4:17, 5.9MB mp3 -funk-jazz-"neo-soul???"-
A good example of traditional being blended with contemporary something? Catchy, hip-hoppy I guess. I don't know how to describe music, haven't you noticed?
"Back To Black" - 4:01, 5.5MB mp3
Heartbreaking and dramatic without being heavy-handed, I think/guess/um.
He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet with his same old safe bet
Me and my head high and my tears dry
Get on without my guy
We only said good-bye with words, I died a hundred times
You go back to her, and I go back to.....
I go back to us.
"Tears Dry On Their Own" - 3:07, 4.3MB mp3
Yay!
All I can ever be to you, is a darkness that we knew.."You Know I'm No Good" - 4:17, 5.9MB mp3 -funk-jazz-"neo-soul???"-
A good example of traditional being blended with contemporary something? Catchy, hip-hoppy I guess. I don't know how to describe music, haven't you noticed?
’Cause you're my fella, my guy, hand me your stella and fly,
By the time I'm out the door, you tear men down like Roger Moore,
I cheated myself, like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble, you know that I'm no good.
By the time I'm out the door, you tear men down like Roger Moore,
I cheated myself, like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble, you know that I'm no good.
"Back To Black" - 4:01, 5.5MB mp3
Heartbreaking and dramatic without being heavy-handed, I think/guess/um.
He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet with his same old safe bet
Me and my head high and my tears dry
Get on without my guy
We only said good-bye with words, I died a hundred times
You go back to her, and I go back to.....
I go back to us.
"Tears Dry On Their Own" - 3:07, 4.3MB mp3
Yay!
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.
"He Can Only Hold Her" - 2:47, 3.8MB mp3
Doesn't her music make you want to laugh and hug and kill yourself?
Doesn't her music make you want to laugh and hug and kill yourself?
She's so vacant, her soul is taken
He is what she's running from
How can he have her heart, when it got stole?
Though he tries to pacify her, what's inside her never dies.
He is what she's running from
How can he have her heart, when it got stole?
Though he tries to pacify her, what's inside her never dies.
( grdfjknslm )
She Punches A Fan (after he grabs her funbags)
She Takes A Line (stealthily, from inside her hair)
"Music is a beautiful opiate, if you don't take it too seriously." -Henry Miller
I wonder why I keep uploading the same artists, when they aren't necessarily my favourites (even though I do quite like them!!!), and why I've already uploaded songs about drugs more than once.... I wonder why I made this post?
Macy Gray: "Still" - 4:15, 4.9MB mp3 -funk/soul-
Drugs, loves, violence, and violins. This song makes me cry. She's also so sad and brilliant.
It get better everytime that we get high
Then your crumbs of lovin', they somehow get me by
Can't I go my severed way?
Not even one reason to stay
Why? I shoulda left ya
I can't forgetcha baby
Ever since I metcha it's: why?
I still light up like a candle burnin' when he call me up
I still melt down like a candle burnin' everytime we touch
Oh say what you will, he does me wrong and I should be gone
But I still be lovin' you baby, and it's much too much
Afroman: "Crazy Rap [Colt 45 and Two Zig-Zags]" - 5:53, 5.4MB mp3 -underground-comedy-dirty-rap-
In the same league as masterpieces such as "My Dick". There is no symbolism here. It is just tacky and fun and funny.
I met this lady in Hollywood. she had green hair, but damn she looked good.
I took her to my house, cause she was fine, but she whipped out a dick that was bigger than mine.
I met this lady from Japan, never made love with an African.
I fucked her once, I fucked her twice. I ate that pussy like shrimp fried rice.
Don't be amazed at the stories I tell ya. I met a woman in the heart of australia.
Had a big butt and big titties, too, so I hopped in her ass like a kangaroo.
Met Colonel Sanders' wife in the state of kentucky. She said, Ill fry some chicken if you just fuck me.
I came in her mouth, it was a crisis. I gave her my secret blend of herbs and spices!
Terrible!!!
( ilghbdf )
I have no idea why I made this post. I upload so much gorram music, I hope somebody likes it! *wahh wahh attention, no actually, it's okay* She's a great musician and all, but I have loads of other stuff to tell you guys, and I don't have time for that! There is nothing in my head!
This is the best (2:07): "winemouse"
Amy and Blake playing with baby mice. I can't believe I find her endearing.
"This one's go' a message fer Blake: Blake, please don' divorce Mummy." "Aw!"
"She loves you ever so. Oh wait, my, hang on, my big brother wants to say something.
Yeah, he says: If you divorce her, you'll 'ave me to deal wiv
I'm only a day ol', I dunno wot I'm doin'! But I know wot love is."
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too long; please read
Jul. 10th, 2008 | 12:51 pm
I updated ne_ar_kr_xe_rn!
http://community.livejournal.com/ne_ar_k
I think this entry is pretty alright. It has lots of real art, not just dumb pictures. Also the art/porn issue, which has Australia all het up.
It took me a long time to make. Please read it!
I think this entry is pretty alright. It has lots of real art, not just dumb pictures. Also the art/porn issue, which has Australia all het up.
It took me a long time to make. Please read it!
"Contents:
* flowers
* triffids
* babies
* baby art (by this talented creep Trevor Brown)
* real dolls
* a brief reference to the child pornography vs. art issue (featuring controversial Australian artist Bill Henson)
* flight
* leap into the void
* the most amazing series by Rosemary Laing (another Australian artist)
Um, okay actually, this post has wound up completely unsuitable for ne_ar_kr_xe_rn, it has discussions and current events. It is more a study of specific artists, as opposed to random pictures. Also, it's really friggin' creepy."
* flowers
* triffids
* babies
* baby art (by this talented creep Trevor Brown)
* real dolls
* a brief reference to the child pornography vs. art issue (featuring controversial Australian artist Bill Henson)
* flight
* leap into the void
* the most amazing series by Rosemary Laing (another Australian artist)
Um, okay actually, this post has wound up completely unsuitable for ne_ar_kr_xe_rn, it has discussions and current events. It is more a study of specific artists, as opposed to random pictures. Also, it's really friggin' creepy."
Hole: "Awful" - 3:16, 6MB mp3 -grunge-"grrrl"(ugh!)/riot-rock-
Surprisingly fun, and pretty at times.
And they royalty rate all the girls like you
And they sell it out to the girls like you
To incorporate little girls
They know how to break all the girls like you
And they rob the souls of the girls like you
If the world is so wrong
Yeah, you can break them all with one song
If the world is so wrong
Yeah, you can take it all with one song
Hole: "Celebrity Skin" - 2:43, 5MB mp3 -grunge-"grrrl"(ugh!)/riot-rock-
I don't care what the indie-fucks say, I'm only just getting into Hole's older albums, and I think this song is utterly classic. Quintessential Hole! Well-written, and Courtney Love uses her vocal skills as she should. If you don't already have this, do!
Oh, look at my face
My name is might have been
My name is never was
My names forgotten
When I wake up in my makeup
Have you ever felt so used up as this?
Its all so sugarless
Hooker/waitress/model/actress
Oh, just go nameless
Oh, what the hell.
Hole: "Use Once and Destroy" - 5:05, 9.3MB mp3 -grunge-riot-rock-
This is my second favourite Hole song. It spans different moods, and Courtney Love's growling voice doesn't feel forced, it feels awesome. Kind of 90s I guess? Hole's lyrics are horribly cynical, but I think they work well.
It's the emptiness that follows you down
It's the ache inside when it all burns out
It's poisonous it muscles it aches
It's everything you had when it breaks
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
All dressed in red, always the bride
Off with her head, all dressed in white
Off with her head
This is too long but I think these people are magnificent.
lots of love
me
Surprisingly fun, and pretty at times.
And they royalty rate all the girls like you
And they sell it out to the girls like you
To incorporate little girls
They know how to break all the girls like you
And they rob the souls of the girls like you
If the world is so wrong
Yeah, you can break them all with one song
If the world is so wrong
Yeah, you can take it all with one song
Hole: "Celebrity Skin" - 2:43, 5MB mp3 -grunge-"grrrl"(ugh!)/riot-rock-
I don't care what the indie-fucks say, I'm only just getting into Hole's older albums, and I think this song is utterly classic. Quintessential Hole! Well-written, and Courtney Love uses her vocal skills as she should. If you don't already have this, do!
Oh, look at my face
My name is might have been
My name is never was
My names forgotten
When I wake up in my makeup
Have you ever felt so used up as this?
Its all so sugarless
Hooker/waitress/model/actress
Oh, just go nameless
Oh, what the hell.
Hole: "Use Once and Destroy" - 5:05, 9.3MB mp3 -grunge-riot-rock-
This is my second favourite Hole song. It spans different moods, and Courtney Love's growling voice doesn't feel forced, it feels awesome. Kind of 90s I guess? Hole's lyrics are horribly cynical, but I think they work well.
It's the emptiness that follows you down
It's the ache inside when it all burns out
It's poisonous it muscles it aches
It's everything you had when it breaks
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
All dressed in red, always the bride
Off with her head, all dressed in white
Off with her head
This is too long but I think these people are magnificent.
lots of love
me
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I'm backlogged on my own life! (quite brief, actually)
Jul. 9th, 2008 | 11:16 pm
i'm very important and: 
silly
Hey guys!!! Do you remember that TacoFest (i.e. all girl party) I had a million years ago? Alicia took beautiful pictures of it.
Here is the post for it that I started then drifted away from.. I do everything backward!
Areyoustrange says Rosie's a: "Thin veneer of awesome over a raging turmoil of inner hatred!"
Here is the post for it that I started then drifted away from.. I do everything backward!
Areyoustrange says Rosie's a: "Thin veneer of awesome over a raging turmoil of inner hatred!"
lololololol
So, I suck at timetabling anything. I always have these ridiculous plans, like:
Saturday: 8 am - Rise, eat a healthy and nutritionally fulfilling breakfast, as recommended by Brooklyn-based vegan chef Isa Chandra Moskowitz. Shower efficiently.
9 am - Clean house, wash the dog, polish the microwave.
12 pm - Study, complete several essays.
4 pm - Dress and put on face, neatly and quickly, as carefully planned beforehand.
5 pm - Mood lighting.
6 pm - Serve hors d'oevres.
7 pm - Enjoy a glass or two with my dear girlfriends, chortle delightedly but not at the cost of my graceful composure.
11:30 pm - Pencil them in for lunch, and get my people to talk to theirs.
12 am - Cleanse face gently, apply eye mask, and go to sleep in order to be well-rested for a long, fruitful day of pilates and Jane Austen theory.
Um. No. I did it wrong.
Saturday: 10 am - Wake up. Slowly.
11 am - Clean. Incompetently.
1 pm - Hair mask, shampoo, condition, exfoliate, wash, legs, pumice, face mask, dry brushing, three kinds of moisturiser, eye curling, various acids, base, foundation, concealer, eyeliner, creme shadow, blend of powders, blend of eyeshadows, blow dry hair, comb, deodorise, examine every pair of stockings I own, change bras 6 times, lie down, paper bag.
4 pm - Twitch. (You stupid dumb shit god damn mother fucker!)
5 pm - Redo everything, repeating steps in order of ascending number of minutes per task, tapping, 1, 1, 2, 1, 1, 2 as previously arranged. Wash hands.
6 pm - Greet Alicia, paper bag. Paper bag. Paper bag. VODKA!
7 pm - Wander the streets looking for friends.
8 pm - Teach J-Pop dance moves to others. Use force.
9 pm - ???
10 pm - Microwave Cruncheez.
11 pm - ???
3 am - Cam'ron arrives. Falls on me.
4 am - ???
8 am - PROFIT!!
..oh dear.
Ali says: "She takes her relationship with her Smirnoff seriously." Also, ears are really weird. Okay, so Alicia is always fantastic at calming me down, and I like being able to yammer! (WELL, DUH.) We chatted, and it was nice. She is nice! Thousands of ladiez arrived at my house (after we had to hunt down Cassie who lives right near me!!! >:( omgomg)(but you're cute so okay) and it was nice! Everyone crammed themselves into my kitchen for no reason, and avoided the recently painted living room. CRUEL FATE. "What I do in the privacy of your home is none of my business!"
I taught people how to make those cheese thingies - or Cruncheez - and made them watch my Perfume impressions, poor dears. As I no longer felt a need for poise.. ugh.. Veronika came, which was super sweet, but then she went to bed at like ten. She was hella hungover and kept ringing me from upstairs to tell us to turn the music down! It was a nice do, though. As far as I can remember. Look, sparklers!
sternhagelvoll (German): completely drunk, literally: full of stars and hail
( ghosiadklmewmriomeow )
What an interesting story, Rosie! I hear you say. I'm glad I listened to your special story, Rosie!
Then there's the story of hanging out with Cam'ron the next day... but that can wait I think...!
MySpace Caption: "he's all smooshy and our ears are red because we're dying of death ^_^ shut up rosie!"
HE'S DRUNK
HE TASTES LIKE CANDY
HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL
heehee, not really
Stormy (in a quiz): "did your last kiss mean anything? they always mean everything"
heehee, not really
Ali says: "We're fucking adorable."
= FURIOUS LOVE! =